{"id":1935,"date":"2012-03-27T13:14:29","date_gmt":"2012-03-27T19:14:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/?p=1935"},"modified":"2012-06-15T08:36:22","modified_gmt":"2012-06-15T14:36:22","slug":"passion-pride-pretense","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/passion-pride-pretense\/","title":{"rendered":"Passion, Pride, &#038; Pretense"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I found out a while ago that I am, in fact, Norwegian. \u00a0My blood grandfather was full-blooded Norwegian. \u00a0That might explain why I find myself drawn into and at home in the Lutheran church. \u00a0That might explain why I tend to be a bit more &#8220;stoic&#8221; and &#8220;melancholy&#8221; at times.<\/p>\n<p>But, I am an artist. \u00a0I&#8217;m also a performer. \u00a0I&#8217;m also part Irish, which pretty much throws all of the above paragraph out the window.<\/p>\n<h3>Is It Passion or Performance?<\/h3>\n<p>All of this leads me to a question: <strong>is it possible to be a passionate follower of Christ, more specifically, in my case, a passionate follower of Christ who happens to be a worship leader, and not show intense emotion?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I was evaluated by a dear friend and trainer and one of things he told me is that I needed more passion and more enthusiasm. \u00a0Is that me?<\/p>\n<p>Throughout my high school and college life I&#8217;ve always performed. \u00a0I was in theatre, band, choir, musicals, you name it. \u00a0I can put on a different self fairly quickly. \u00a0The question then: is that a dangerous place to be?<\/p>\n<h3>Can Performance Become Genuine Passion?<\/h3>\n<p>When I get up to lead on Sunday morning, do I &#8220;put on a different self&#8221; and force myself to act with more passion and enthusiasm to help lead the congregation in that way or does that become a show or a pretense? \u00a0Can this type of passion be learned and nurtured and become genuine?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know the answers to these questions, and I&#8217;d love your help. <strong>Do you deal with this situation in your own life and if so, how do you address it?<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"wp_fb_like_button\" style=\"margin:5px 5px 5px 0;float:left;height:50px;\"><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/passion-pride-pretense\/\" send=\"false\" layout=\"standard\" width=\"595\" show_faces=\"false\" font=\"arial\" action=\"like\" colorscheme=\"light\"><\/fb:like><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I found out a while ago that I am, in fact, Norwegian. \u00a0My blood grandfather was full-blooded Norwegian. \u00a0That might explain why I find myself drawn into and at home in the Lutheran church. \u00a0That might explain why I tend to be a bit more &#8220;stoic&#8221; and &#8220;melancholy&#8221; at times. But, I am an artist. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-for-worship-leaders"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1935"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1948,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935\/revisions\/1948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iamanoffering.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}